time: 0024
first.yesh mr seow.i’m in SIM now.why sounded so surprised?
den next.this will be my last entry here.blog moved to http://www.wretch.cc/blog/amazon visit that if u are interested.cya~
time: 0026
i failed to reach 100entries.LOL this is the 98th..
atime: 1151
was figuring out a new bloggy host.some taiwan or china based de.figured it out le den shift my frenster one over.LOL.like that most of u wont received any more mails from friendster that "shiying has just updated her blog".. some ppl like QP has given up and unchecked the option "send me notifications … blah blah"
today’s sch. *(&$@(*&@( at first was dam afraid that i might be late for sch.rush rush rush.so happy me reach lect early.just when i was about to get my notes and my attendance mark,i realise i didnt bring my wallet.-_- tried using a SIM letter and exchange for the notez.but they say cannot.must have NRIC..so wad i did was..
took a cab home and take that stupid wallet.cost me $10.80 for tt ic.-_- lucky got san san help me book place.she’s dam gd.still tell me the exact row.walk dwn which staircase.wad shirt she wearing and stuff.wah.gan dong lehz.den was late for almost 1/2hr.-_-
actually recently, my心机become beri zhong.wanna slim dwn.so eversince sch started.me one day only eat one full meal.LOL.li hai bahz..like today.morning wake up.drank coffee.den was late le.didnt eat the lunch my ahma prepared for me.rush to sch.den come back eat that packet of rice.dam happy.woot if i were to carry on like this.CONFIRM plus CHOP will slim dwn de..
but who knows.me forget that i am going with this slimming dwn thingy.me go and scoop 5spoonful of icecream from the fridge.-_- at 11pm.at 11pm i am eating a cup of ice-cream.all my efforts go dwn to the drain le sia.-_-
hahaha.bimbo eh?dun care..
tt’s all..
me many days didnt shit le.so went to buy a bunch of bananas just now.LOL.can only eat tmr.hope eat le can shit.these few days didnt shit.so dun dare to eat too much oso.go in nv come out.tsk tsk tsk.bad sia.LOL
ok lahz.this is a bit gross.shall go and backup my july 2005 entries le..
cya.
take care everyone~
time: 0001 (oh it’s weeyeng’s birthday)
time: 0014
this is my 96th entry le.me just blog one entry just now.SLACKERS might want to read.LOL.
if lott’s reading this.me ask u ar.ur sch start le mahz?if start le.how was it?
another thing which i recalled while reading the past entries.actually JJ life aint that bad bahz.before this i always have the concept that JC life is the worst part of my life.having to wake up so early and travel so far and stuff.and irritated and shameful at the thought that i had actually ponned so many days of sch.LOL..
but i read an entry saying one of our phy lab lessons.how me and QP always play during mr ler’s lessons.and how everytime mr ler asked "SHiYing wad’s the meaning of upthrust?" he always pop me this qns when i was talking and not paying attention.as usual my first reaction will always be "HUH"..
frankly speaking.during that time.i dun think something like this happen in class would be special.i take it for granted sia.but now recalling it back.me started to miss the days i had in JJ le..me now then realise.JJ aint that bad afterall..me still got memories there de…
today.me started another part of my education journey.my first day in SIM..
early in the morning.CH’s msg surprised and touched me.wishing me all the best and teaching me the first day of sch survival skills.learning how to make friends.the most funny part was "make some new frenz.so that next time when u pon lect for kbox.there’s someone for u to copy notes from. ATTACK THOSE WHO ARE ALONE~~"
i almost burst out laughing during that lecture.tried very hard to suppress.first lect.sat at the very back row.den suddenly a gal sat on my right.she sit dwn le den ask me "is anyone sitting here?" -_- her name’s weixin.from NP.2yrs older than i am.same course as i am.only 1 module diff.but we only got 1lesson per week that’s the same timeslot.-_-
den lessons started and a gal called gracia said on my left.she’s late.LOL.den she’s lost.cant find the pages on the notes.one of the survival tips.offer ur help.and so i did.and help her flip to the correct pg.LOL.
what’s gd about SIM is that.in between 3hr lectures.there’s break and there’s some snacks.so cool.LOL.the 3 of us talked during the break.they are pretty nice ppl.one of CH’s tips "make a fren first.no gd 2nd lect change another one.LOL.first day meet de frenz not beri gd de.LOL" but they are fine lahz..
den break … Slack in library cos no one to pei me eat lunch.LOL.and i dun feel like eating oso.read my DaVINCI.LOL.nice nice.den headed off for Prinicples of Banking and Finance.guess who i met there.i saw SAN SAN…
mr poon and mr seow if u still rmb her.she’s our GP rep in ms chew’s class.me and her same course sia.she dam power last week den register de.den me tmr same slot as her.so throughout my 5lects.i got 2lects same as her.so think we gonna depend on one another le.wed and thur me gonna see her..hahaha.
everything’s going pretty well.one thing i dun like about SIM their lect tables.haiz.the chair was dam cool.can swing here and there.but the tables too low.no space for me to cross my legs.so thru out all the 3hrs lect.i can only open my legs big big.LOL
think .. Lim Shi Ying will try her best not to pon sch bahz…
that’s all.life’s been ok~
just nd to save more $$ nia.
worked for more than 6months saved less than 1K.
haiz..
all my frenz have at least 2K..
dead..
time : 0037
time: 1150pm
was making a backup copy of all my entries.not literally all lahz.finished only the june 2005 entries.was reading some of the entries at the same time.the first thought was.wah me last time (even though me every now and then oso does that) de entries dam long sia.entries all dam long.dam detailed sia.
the first reaction was.me so bimbo-tic (in the words OJ they all will use) sia.like want ppl to know everything sia.was reading the entry regarding QW and JJ last year’s birthday.their cake.the no. of pcs i cut.why i cut that no. me all mention inside.dun u think dam bimbo?
but if i were to look on a brighter side.if i didnt go back and read the entries.i would have forgotten about it bahz.all this small small details.all these small small parts of a jigsaw puzzle.they will all pin up into a big picture one day.my memories…
so i still think i gonna insist on my bimbotic behavior.tt’s LIM SHI YING’s style sia.me not OJ not CH.me not OJ.write blog entries like writing poem like that.so profound sia.tsk tsk tsk.must think real hard sia.hmm.as for ch.she’s not as chim as OJ lahz.but she’s not as detailed as i am.so i think she’s in e middle.ha~!
talking about OJ.we were talking about hebe the other day.LOL.den talk talk talk.topic was on me.cos me and hebe same horoscope.den there’s really some dam similar characteristics.she ask me wad.so for the convienient sake.me narrow dwn the scope to the name of the prog in which hebe mentioned.but didnt mention wad exactly was it.den she said "u sua wo ar?the prog got 2exp lor.want me how to find?"
me didnt really dare.or shd i say not used to saying something that’s dam personal.we [S.L.A.C.K]] talked everything on earth face to face openly.there’s only one topic we dont.that’s one another’s relationship stuff.then she said "come on come on OJ.say say.u scare i go spread ar?" i replied "no that i scare u go spread.me just dun dare to 踏出tt第一步.." really still not used to it sia.. but i think that day will come sia..OJ so frenly sia.LOL..
dated them for sentosa and fireworks on national day.this grp ar.really nd ppl to initaite and organise de.if not no ppl organise = cannot go out. but recently dunno why me dun feel frustrated at all in organising all these.LOL..
shall bl0g another entry.LOL
time: 1209am
time: 2356
4mins and ch’s birthday is going to end.prev entries.i was there saying how disappointed was i with my friends.but now.LOL.i’m fine with them..
[S.L.A.C.K] big grps outing happens only when it falls on someone’s birthday.(esp. Gal’s bday) cos gals have higher priority in [S.L.A.C.K]. and so.today being ms tan’s birthday.we had her celebration yest.before that.me and sh and mz met up to buy her prez.the guys went to buy the cake.i was suggesting to buy her a Converse Allstar sneakers.but OJ says dun suit her.so we changed and get her something else..
headed for marina.wasnt satisfied with my dinner.sadded.e rest oso.den talk talk talk.and finally. the greatest part of that day’s prog.[S.L.A.C.K]’s back to the snapping fever.took afew pics with my battery running low camera.dam satisfied with the pics…
1) me and OJ with ch’s GRANDMA’s fries.fries in dian sum that thingy.-_-
2)dun we look as if we are overseas?we all all carry bags sia.so we showed them.taiwan@2007’s getting nearer.
3)Did anyone of us change? maybe i didnt.i am the only one left wearing specs.haiz.LOL
4)
they are supposed to squat with us.they got lahz.but our camera man take too slow.they stood up le.LOL
5&6) CH seriously think we look like some gals introducing singapore.and so she edited the pic.
7) our 3 [S.L.A.C.K] guys. JJ, QQ, WJ.. nan de caught them on cam.somemore still smile til so nice.
our largest ever shoe circle..
wanted to sing CH this de.something which me and OJ thought on the spot.while we were deciding wad to buy for ch."aiya we make a song for her lahz.more sincere"
me: 写一首简单的歌
OJ: 祝chiahui生日快乐
友情就向一条河
难免会碰到波折
me: 这一首简单的歌 (this part is me anyhow think de.LOL)
是为chiahui 所写的
好象我们 那么平凡 却有独特..
mz that time in-charge of 合音..LOL
happy birthday..
my blog hitting 100entries soon..
gonna make a backup le..
hahaha.
time: 0100
time: 1255
some might be aware that i only got 2bunches of frenz.and i dare to say here that both grps are disappointing me..
am i the one who is asking too much? or are they the ones who are too insensitive?or are there other surrounding factors which cause them to have no choice but to do wad they did?or they just think that LIM SHI YING is not worth being their friend? if that’s really the answer.well.wad can i do?
going towards them and ask .. "well what do u think LIM SHI YING shd behave?"
i am very willing to hear ur woes.cos i think if u are willing to tell me.u treat me as a friend.if u dun.if u are afraid that LIM SHI YING will leak ur secrets to other ppl.well then.too bad~
i tend to have a same hobby as MORRIE.tt’s listening.i love to listen to ppl talk.be it a happy conversation or a sad one.i love listening.but little gave me the chance..
the only person who sometimes tells me wad he and his gf thingy.is mr SIAW.some might think that it’s pretty weird having him telling me this kind of thingy.but at least he trusts me bahz (that’s what i naiively think so).and i think he’s the only friend i’ve got who told me straight in the face."i’ll be willing to listen" though mE always didnt tell him in e end.so sometimes really feel that he’s a jie mei to me sia.. JIE MEI ROCKS.. lol.
or maybe it’s becos i am just like LOTT bahz.i may clique better with guys? (long time didnt read her blog le.LOL)
i dunno lahz.was talking to OJ just now.told her i was praying to be like them.and she said "SLACK can never be like them" "Praying is a state of desperation" i dun deny that i am in a state of desperation now.but what can i do?
*some backgrd of the pic.was a show S.H.E attended today.Hebe was asked by Xiao S.for something like what are her thoughts having to go through this 5years le.she said something bout fans and stuff.and she emphasise later that.she pretty glad to meet these 2.who is ella and selina of cos.den that 2 ah siaos.who are more kee siao.go and hug her."
i can foresee the number of people attending my funeral dunno how many years ahead…
"WHAT ARE FRIENDS FOR?" OJ told me last sat.
i dun have a proper definition for this.
who can tell me?
time : 0119
time: 0051
i dun think i am slowing the pace dwn.back to flooding people’s inbox.
well.sch’s gonna start next wednesday for me.pretty fast yeah?rmb having my last paper on the 18th nov.so fast i have been ‘Slacking’ for like 8 long months le.to be exact i only rotted 2months.started working on the 13th Dec.which means i rest a month.den work.den recently then took another one month break away from SG.so to be exact ONLY 2 Months mama…
went to pioneer and work for my VERY last day.i know i have been saying ‘this time will be my last day at Pioneer’ for like aLEIN times.but i guess for the time-being it gonna be.i was rushing through the work that they gave me.SHaron really help me alot.thanks for her help. (ps this Sharon is not the Sharon Ang Hui Xin u guys may know. or not that SHaron that the Slackers know)..
oh talking about Sharon Ang.i shall cont with her afterwards.so rush rush rush worked OT somemroe.got my timesheet signed.and laylian was there.she kept saying thank you thank you.hope we really stay in contact and stuff.i really hope we do stay in contact.LOL.she knows that me every Mon Tue and FRI no sch.she str8 away says ‘COME BACK HERE WORK LAH’ i was like.huh like that u oso want me ar.u all really short of ppl til like tt ar?
but i think me going my papa there.so yup.i gonna miss this bunch of nice nice jie jie-men.who everytime "来小妹, this one for u" everytime give me food.that’s really very nice of u.and on Fri i went back after one month missing.i didnt expect everyone to rmb me sia..
"eh i thought she nv work le still come back?" "eh this xiao mei mei me long time no see her le.why still back ar?" or some just beri simple de "eh 你又回来了" can see that all these adults are really nice ppl.Most of them were dam surprised seeing me back.
"Iwashita-san.today is her last day.She’s going back to school already" laylian told our just promoted SENIOR general manager.a nice nice abit plump cute boss. "oh really?" that’s his normal reaction.everytime says that. "very good.then u must study HARD and next time …… u can be like …. ME" LOL.so funny.but like him oso not bad lehz. SENIOR GENERAL MANAGER lor…
everyone’s telling me to study hard.lois laylian sharon .. blah blah .. i hope i will and i hope i dun pon sch so much..
back to sharon.i saw her before i leave for TW last month.with QP.we went shopping rmb? me come back le.haben contact with them.all these days.been wanting to give them all a SMS and say that ‘EHLO~ i am back’ but i didnt.i was actually waiting for them to take the first step.however.i scare if i didnt contact them.then wait til something like me wanna go shopping again den rmb them.like that they might think that i am using them bahz…
if they’re not interested.so do i. that’s the devil part of me thinking.but in e end.i still gave JAS a sms.wishing her bon vogage.she left for Jap last fri.but i dun think me really that bad lahz.tmr drop them a sms.date them after jas’s back bahz..i just dun like taking the first step…
i guess they wont read this bahz.so it’s ok.but i still drop them a msg telling them. LIM SHI YING has been back for 10days le…
Lim Shi Ying will keep her promise and study hard…
Tanglin Secondary School de Lim Shi Ying is Back..
Jurong Junior College de Lim SHi Ying is Gonez…
time: 0113
time: 0022am
well.one week blog once.slowing the pace dwn le.so fast been back to SG for a week le.however,my mind is still floating somewhere over there.rmb that night we were having that MA LA gUO….
hmm.finished Morrie that night after i finish blogging.alot of ppl said it’s a bloody gd book.mr poon almost cried.blah blah and blah cried.as for me.i ALMOST cried.actually i was prepared to cry until very exaggerating.using pieces of tissues.sneezing and stuff.like wad i did when i was reading my literature text,Clay Marble erm let me see… 5years ago.pretty long yeah?
wah that book.is the first book which made me cry like shit.i really cried lahz.those who have read it.and those who graduated from Tanglin Secondary School in 2003 must be wondering now.that book really that touching mehz?well.me now forget how come i cry le..
so with all those mental preparation that i am going to cry.i finished that last few chapters.. ‘The twelve tuesday we talk about ……’ then 13th aand finally the fourteenth tuesday.tears didnt flow down my cheeks.they just refused to get out from my pUNY eyes.i didnt cry on the last tuesday.but when the author started describing how Morrie’s condition has deterriorated.that was the 13th tuesday i think.and before that.when Morrie has really surrender to the illness,letting ppl up to his butt.
it really makes u think alot after reading.well at least i did.one of the lessons.Morrie mentioned a quote.a quote which i got the deepest impression. "DEAth ends one’s life, but not a relationship"
i could only relate this to that bunch of SLACKERS.didnt i mention much much earlier.when fiona said wad if who and who die that thingy? frankly speaking.that qns really huant me for pretty long after it was being brought up.hmm.i think i got the ans now..
tt’s morrie.a pretty nice book.go grab urs now.was trying to get ‘5ppl u meet in heaven’ when to borders the other day.got offer sia that book.wanted to buy.but feel like dragging my mama dwn lehz.so that she can pay.but in e end she says.aiyo~ u ownself got $$ still wanna get from me.kaoz.dont u know i am saving VERY hard for my TW 2007?somemore i am buying books lor.something u said u dun mind buying for me as long as i read.and now..BULLSHIT
sometimes i cant help but think that most of her words are only meant to make me happy for that split moment only.haiz.went around borders.saw DAN.his books.got a urge to buy everything at a shot.however.i still think i shd at least have the effort to finish DaVinCi and then see if i like his style of writing.CH recommends me to read ‘angels and demons’ before ‘digital fortress’. alright.i’ll listen to hers.but let me finish my DaVinCi..
OH. Mitch Albom coming out with a new book in Sept.thought of robbing that with ‘5ppl u meet in heaven’ when the time comes.see first.see i take how long to finish DaVinCI.i gonna make sure my mama pays for all my books.wahahaha.i know i beri niao niao …
ANYMORE NICE NICE BOOKs? there’s a Zaide Smith ar? dunno how to spell ar.heard from Yanzi.His/Her ‘White Teeth’ is worth reading.’at least the first 100pages are’ that’s what she says.cos after that she lost her book.but i only saw ‘on beauty’ by the same author at borders the other day..hmm that gonna be mine too sooner or later…
i WAnt nice books~
time: 0046
time: 0108
i just bought a new set of keyboard and mouse yest.dam cool.white
cool.keyboard ultra slim.mouse de light blue colour de.COOL.let my
monitor.gonna change it to a 18" or 19" wide de.somemore must be white
colour.then everything will be perfect.den went to watch superman
too.not a too bad movie lahz.can watch can watch.u know superman.heros
always win at e end.
been downloading lots of clips recently.syz de.s.h.e de.all dl like
shit.den was watching one of the interview show.regarding s.h.e de.i
realise me and hebe ar.the way that she handles xxx really like the way
i handle mine.tsk tsk tsk.no wonder we are both ARIES.tsk tsk tsk.it’s
like 90% like me lahz.kaoz.really cant believe my ears when i heard
that.tsk~
s.h.e latest album me already pre-order.this is my first time buying a
non-syz album after SO many years.tsk tsk.collecting it soon.abit cant
wait to get my hands on it.
yup.this entry just wanna emphasise how me and hebe ‘act’ the same.LOL.
the more i notice her.the more i think she got character. and the more
i think s.h.e inside.i like her more.LOL.if OJ reads this entry,she’s
going to be -.- or ~~~~~~~ le bahz?
wadever.who tells me i got nothing better to do and accepted the offer
back to pioneer so fast.i rested for only 2days and i gonna go back and
work tmr.-_- haiz.too bad.who tells me to be tight recently?
cya.
next entry shall be on morrie.
time: 0117
PS: how great would it be if i got a rm like this.with a bloody good
karaoke system.this is the room i mentioned in auntie huang’s hse.COOL.a place where i spend most of my nites watching tv from 10pm-12am
time: 2357
yest.the moment i land.i had lunch with my parents.went home.threw my luggage and went out again to meet [S.L.A.C.K].we were going to celebrate MZ’s birthday.making sushi on our own.LOL
went there.was god dam shock to see SO MANY people at OJ’s hse.tsk tsk.i was dam afraid that she haben reach home and i got to stay in her rm alone sia.but luckily she’s back.and with JJ.only brought alone the magazine OJ tells me to buy.
wah that magazine ar.make me abit ps of wad i told CH.tsk tsk tsk.when we were about to go home that time.CH saw it.and she siad.’How come didnt buy 2?’ and i said ‘cos u didnt said u want mahz.’ the moment i said this.i was like.shit.i offend CH le.cos i MING MING know CH likes S.H.E how come i didnt buy another copy for her.somemore still say that bloody sentence.I HEREBY APOLOGISE TO HER.Sorry chiahui~~
so OJ.if u rmb.the next outing bring that magazine out and let CH see see bahz.=x when i was buying that time in tw.left just 3copies.was thinking if i shd take all.cos we got 3+1/2 (that’s me.cos i still support SYZ.LOL) S.H.E fanz in [S.L.A.C.K] but i didnt in e end.dunno y.now abit regret le.lol.but if i want.i can ask swallow to help me buy den bring to SG when she comes in Aug.or can stuff into the container that they are sending over to my dad at the end of the month.by the time the container reach SG.will be 1st week of Aug le.BUT me sula.dun dare ask.LOL
another thing which make me regret after i went tw.Oj yest tells me that my eyes became smaller.and that i got MORE pimples le.eyes small is becos i didnt slp the previous night.as for pimples.LOL.tsk tsk tsk.i actually notice it when i was in Japan le.that time thought might become better.Cos u know gals every month u know u know.(talk about this nvm bahz.cos most of my readers are FEMALES.LOL) den during that time.for me.i will have more pimples de.so i thought a few days later,it will become better.but in e end it didnt.-_-.tsk tsk tsk. Tw’s air really beri dirty sia.
den we oso played a round of mahjong.LOL.dam funny.me act-ed dam 台. long long time didnt laugh like yest and didnt have those kind of fun le.我爱台妹 台妹爱我 .LOL.our rice turned out too watery and we didnt add the vinegar thingy.so everything was in a mess.didnt take photo though me and ch brought cam.[S.L.A.C.K] really stop the snapping fever le.or is it that fiona is not there?LOL.
after dinner.we set dwn and talked.one of the topics.our blog."kaoz.OJ u so long time didnt blog le" "kaoz.MZ ur blog font colour dam striking sia.read le eyes dam tired." "wah kaoz.u invading into my life.read all from articles." LOL was reading all CH’s Articles from 2004 when i was in tw.cos too bored le.den they mention something like the way they blog.
they said something like people who blogs in way like telling ppl dam detailed-ly.like "hahaha.i feel so happy today.blah blah blah" are bimbos.den i suddenly stare at OJ and CH. "eh.好像得罪了我哦" hahaha. but CH said something to neutral it."but i love reading at my friend’s life.so write write write." actually.me same as her lahz.my friend de.me oso will read.ppl whom i dun know.me den too lazy to read sia.they can only blame me for having a bad memory.
yeah.den go home.took taxi.REALISED taxi FARE INCREASED.-_- omg.me not in SG for only a mth.Taxi fare increase.it really impact me alot know.cos i always take cab de.LOL.den go home.slpt on my bed.wah.my bed really better.cos the bed really abit hard.and got no bloster.LOL
okok.tt’s today’s entry.tmr going sim lim to buy my white colour keyboard.and my white colour mouse.and white colour monitor which costs 600bucks.keyboard buying.the latters.might not be.cos mouse it’s a razer de.den me no game buy one 90bucks de abit stupid.monitor.wanted to borrow $ from parents and pay by installments de.in e end quarrel with them.-_-
going with mr siaw and keeteng.the ‘technician’ who make my com.tsktsk.working bloody well.and pk-ing songs with mr siaw before meeting keeteng.going k-lunch.feel like asking sharon and e rest along.but abit too last min.gonna meet them soon.COS our dear JAS leaving for JAp soon.tsktsk tsk.
nitez everyone.
I MISS LIFE IN TW.
I MISS xIAN SHU JI~~
time: 0055
PS: that’s me in the bowling session last sunday.MADE my fingers pain like shit and i’ve updated the prev entry.LOL
